Hope Lives ON... Trust is never gone....

Was it three years of heaven?

Or was it three years of hell??

Whatever it was, sure wasn't given

Still here I am, leaving silence to yell

Top of the voice saying "Hope lives down

Thin line, is where Trust is lying on"

I messed up, I enjoyed, I learned, I threw Up

All I did but experience is what was high...

I fell, I rose, I sat, ohh I laughed yup...

In the process, I think I sure did cry...

(Still) The inner voice saying "Hope lives down

Thin line, is where Trust is lying on"

Many teachers in my life came and went

There is one teacher who never will bent

I bent to her, as she is called EXPERIENCEI

grew up, I looked up, she asked am i tense???

I nodded ans she said "Hope lives down

Thin line, is where Trust is lying on"

Why is this mess? what wrong did I do?

This is what I think as I sit on the chair

What is it that went wrong as I hear "Boo"

Where should I go? as I am stranded here

Is someone saying "Hope lives down

Thin line, is where Trust is lying on"?

25 yrs, 4 months 25 days old (19th Jan 2012)

And still I screwed up with money

Should I still aim in life for gold?

As I messed up all my family

And i hear the yelling "Hope lives down

Thin line, is where Trust is lying on..."

I have to take help, As I need it

All I want to say is I am sorry

I do regret myself every single bit

Please someone tell me no need to worry

My INNER self telling me "Hope lives down

Thin line, is where Trust is lying on..."

I love my family for everything they did to me

I will do my best, as I come to India to thee

Lets make a difference to things what they ahve to be

I am sure I will make money as I am the working bee

And smile by saying "The hope LIVES on

The trust is what that is NEVER EVER gone..."

The heart is heavy and alone...

Not knowing where to start, and still writing some crap
Where to go whom to talk too?, I am stuck in the Strap
Why is my heart so heavy and why is it so alone???
I feel the heaviness so bad, I can hear a crack in my bone


Things are too complicated just because there is no trust
And relationship breaks with only and only me to bust
I want to say the heart out but nobody wants to listen
I am stranded here with no help and this happens often


I am a bad writer, with no vocab and no sense
Still trying best to write with some essence
This is not the point, for the heart heaviness
I want to open, but my mouth is Speechless


A girl is away and gone so far, I can't stop her
The relationship is broken with us both to bear
But she doesn't care and as I broke her heart
Coz she thinks I have someone else in my heart


I swear I have only one girl living in every step
That is the one who is gone and left me in misstep
There is an anger inside me which wants to be out
Coz I was loyal & honest; this is true with no doubt


The emotion in me is real, but anger is too
I want to do a thing, i.e. to say to her boo
She never gave a chance, to herself
To, believe in me and to the love itself...


Even today I say I swear on me
My love was loyal always to thee
I leave, the love I had for you
I leave now, as I have things to do...


Ganesh Krishnan
6th January 2012

One Day I shall Rise

In life, people, everyone sees ups and downs.... Everyone has sorrows and each person has problems; and amidst of everyone I am also present. This moment, I am sitting on the bed with laptop on my lap and think as to how to approach this title that I have given (which includes interactive type/kind including poem-type phrases) to my story?? or what to say message?? However you may take it as.. See, this is my first problem, I don't know whether this is going to be a story or a message but one thing is sure, I will make this interactive and also will have phrases.

I am writing this not knowing where to start so... here I start

The "problem" which is seen by everyone which includes me but solution is what I want below... I have gone through a rough phase, still here I am strong and with full of life. The more I am writing the word "I" the more it is good for people to read, and I don't wanna tell why it is good as people reading are smart enough to understand... The biggest problem I have is earning money.. So does everyone, and hence a common problem. Let’s not discuss about that because there are a million ways to earn money be it right path or wrong way.... Another problem of mine is I don't know much about playing music, yet I have a guitar.... and trying to learn. I have not touched it for a long time still I am sure I will play it well in my life. I have started downloading ways to learn guitar from the Internet. So many notes my god, so many people have uploaded videos about learning guitar, where should I start from. So the solution is it to just preserve the guitar for the rest of my life?? Nah, I will learn it sure, I have so many videos, this shows there are so many who know how to play guitar and are guiding the new ones who are willing to learn. yeah this problem is done. hahaha what a silly problem... Next problem, "I am not talented...” that's what many people say and so do I... So what see is, there are many people like that. Every person says he/she is talented; well, look around I just said its not only me who is saying it, there are many... and for this I say...

Doesn't mind if I am NOT talented,
I am still here my life has not ended...
The reason I am here is because I have talent
For things which only and only I can blend
No one else can take my place, and no one can do what I can do...
Coz, I am the chosen one for that particular thing understand do you...
I am here for a reason and the reason here I am is talent,
Then how can I say that I have no talent for a moment???
MY achievements are mine and I am proud of that all the time
So no one can say I don't have anything of mine....
When I think that I have a problem, I can’t face, I feel I am going down the track and will fall,
I think of achievements I have & rise, then thee shall see that how I have a ball....
Whenever again if I fall in pain
All I think is I shall rise one day again...

The phrase or a short poem or whatever I have written above is purely my wordings. I have not copied from anywhere... and that "poem" above is for me for whenever I think and say that "I don't have talent". The attitude with which I have written this is that "I am here and I am born in this world for a reason and the reason that can be fulfilled only and only BY ME...." Live life with that attitude and I will see the heights of my reach. My goal will be achieved my aim will be fulfilled and I will say Yes I have risen....But today, I say, I shall rise one day because the journey is not completed; rather it has only started... There are a lot of missions to be accomplished. I see that I have not mentioned about the studies which is of prime concern of not only me but my family, my friends, my Facebook mates, my relatives... what about that??

The answer is the quest of writing this for my studies and my life.. Money and guitar are not important but are the examples depicted in the note and that I shall use the same for my studies. I can do it is the motto... Mathematics some people are great in it. Unknown how many are not great in it, I say I am not great in mathematics. (This might affect some people's reading as they are great in mathematics but reading in first person.. my apologies for that) Derivatives are the most horrible thing in entire planet. Why is this used and why is it that way? Well these are the questions are asked why those who are against it, as I am one of them. Mathematics is like a supernatural power. Goes by the rules which cannot be questioned at all.. Then why is it that I am questioning it? Okay, the only reason is I am new to this concept, being in banking/finance sector and learning about it in full detail via what is it, how is it like that why is it like that etc have made my concepts clear. But, for mathematics my concepts are not. I am doing my best to understand the derivatives of mathematics. Well, although its not my cup of tea still I can say that at the end of the day I am pretty decent in maths. with a couple of energy drink that is to keep me alert I am confident in it. How?? That's the way it is, nobody can question it. I am sure the efforts that are put in maths by me, I will rise one day..I am looking positive towards the subject. It shows there are so many problems but the solutions are a million times more than the questions.. and with this outlook towards the subject I shall rise one day.

Let’s go a little beyond this. Let’s talk about life. The jobs I will get, the achievements I will possess, the problems that will exist in my path. Let’s talk about it. There is nothing much to say about problems because they are same but come in different style. Let’s talk about achievements. The achievement will make happy in life. It will become an asset and a memory in my memory bank. It will make me feel confident about going ahead and overcoming other risks. And yet again I will say I shall rise one day. The life doesn't stop after a particular achievement it makes you feel confident of achieving greater things in life. So I say I shall rise one day. On a parallel note, do not think the above Para is greed. If it is taken as greed then the person reaches no-where. Be balanced in life is every important. Deviated a little from the topic?? yes but just said to make the people reading understand.. :D Look towards life the same as I said about the outlook towards maths and with it I shall rise one day. I shall rise one day in life no matter what the obstacles are. Love the problems that come in the way. Then people, see how problems run away...

"Embrace the problems that come and see how the problems run away...

Succeed will be the only feeling prevailing and so will thee be happy all the way"

So I end this by saying a positive a phrase that I should whenever I fall "I shall rise One day"...

The days here and right now are very painful...
I am struggling to keep up to the aim in all...
What is happening to me where am I lost???
Is this meant to be this way that I roam like a ghost???

Hey come on man cheer up live life on the bud....
The life has ups n downs don't think bad else will end up on a bed....
The path chosen is full of life, enjoy throughout don't look back,
The path is fine, travel with a smile no matter what god has your back..

Here I lie being idle doing nothing and bored as I can be...
Why am I like this no one can tell I can do nothing in life.
There I can't go people move around everywhere busy like bee..
My life is such a mess that no girl will want to be my wife...

Enough of this crap, you going towards a trap,
your mouth up as you going towards a lock-up,
Listen to what I am sayin, be happy in life;
forget the pain Come on up n join me,
lemme show you life & how happy it can be...

Who are you and why are you calling me?
Can’t you see there is pain? And let it be...
You go n rap whatever you want...
Don’t ya dare come and don't ya dare taunt...

I am going to shut you up and remove the bad from your heart
See, saying this you got a smile on your face which is from your heart.
Don't be shy don't you cry, N telling it on your face and repeat after me "One Day I shall Rise".
Yeah, come on say it with me I Shall Rise One Day; One Day I Shall Rise...."

You are feeling good..... Wait.. Say I AM FEELING GOOD...
I am feeling good and whatever be the case I'll be ready to face..
I am feeling good; in what I am saying that being positive is very good.
I am feeling great and as I say One day I Shall Rise.....

Always say "I" wanna know why??
When people read they read "I" 
This is written by me and only me 
The words are original as they can be..

This can be read by he and she,
and they will smile reading this genuinely..

The problems are many but don't worry honey, 
there will be one day money which will be many... 
Problems are never gone the solution is one, Always be positive and all will be fine honey...

I have to end here as I have to go n sleep... I am wanting to post there so can't bear the heat... 
Hoping the message is conveyed, my mind is ringing the bell, so ending this with a beat..."