The heart is heavy and alone...

Not knowing where to start, and still writing some crap
Where to go whom to talk too?, I am stuck in the Strap
Why is my heart so heavy and why is it so alone???
I feel the heaviness so bad, I can hear a crack in my bone


Things are too complicated just because there is no trust
And relationship breaks with only and only me to bust
I want to say the heart out but nobody wants to listen
I am stranded here with no help and this happens often


I am a bad writer, with no vocab and no sense
Still trying best to write with some essence
This is not the point, for the heart heaviness
I want to open, but my mouth is Speechless


A girl is away and gone so far, I can't stop her
The relationship is broken with us both to bear
But she doesn't care and as I broke her heart
Coz she thinks I have someone else in my heart


I swear I have only one girl living in every step
That is the one who is gone and left me in misstep
There is an anger inside me which wants to be out
Coz I was loyal & honest; this is true with no doubt


The emotion in me is real, but anger is too
I want to do a thing, i.e. to say to her boo
She never gave a chance, to herself
To, believe in me and to the love itself...


Even today I say I swear on me
My love was loyal always to thee
I leave, the love I had for you
I leave now, as I have things to do...


Ganesh Krishnan
6th January 2012